Last night someone completley trashed justins house with maple syrup, flour, and toilet paper. I find this to be the funniest thing Iv'e ever heard in my entire life. You have know idea the joy inside of me. It's about time he gets what he deserves. And his mother.
A few days ago, I posted this bulletin, without names; but for effect, and so I can remember, I'm posting the names, and a bit more material.
Justin:
1. In the next year, I don't think we'll be friends. We've been drifting apart rapidly, and I've lost so much respect for you. you've changed, and I don't think I can live with the new and unimproved you. You constantly purposly stab people in the back, and worse, unintentionally stab people, PEOPLE who thought they were your Best Friends may I mind you, In the back. I don't think I can befriend another Leyna. I wish to fucking God you can just step off that petastool you put yourself on lately and realize the beauty you have. But you can't, your too busy being egotistical, and malicious towards people that care aboutyou, bcause you think they are never going to leave you know matter what you do to them, so go ahead and fuck with them. And sweetie, I am tired of your game. Tired of watching you destroy everyones feelings, shredding everyones hopes that you won't be like her, but the truth is... you are.
Kirsten:
2. In a year, I don't think we can get an closer than we are now. You know about my childhood fuck- ups and still love me regaurdless=) I know we'll stil be Best Friends, and I don't thik thats going to change much. You may think were drifting apart, but we seem to find our way back to each other. I'm not worried about us, I know we'll be fine. I just wish sometimes you can learn to balane your friends. It's always been, one person at a time with you. Everyone else your not focused on needs to wait to get any attention aout of you.
3. In a year, were going to be closer than we are now. Were alot alike, we both like to hold up alot of walls. I know you've been prone to not get close to alot of people because you move aound alot. But your not anymore, and Kirsten and I are glad your not. You just need to realize people, the people we hang out with. Especially justin, are very... I don't know. They never know what they want. they want everything. Justin feels to be superior he has to be in a relationship. He must b able to win everything. He has to feel special and get as much attentiona s possible, and kirstens the one willing to do so. And why does she you ask? I have a feeling it not only has to do with the fact hte she likes him, but the reasons that she likes him. Shes always been around guys, [and yes I know you have too, but were not talking about you, people grow up and actdifferntly] and I think she misses that. Wether its playing video games or talking about cars. It's just one of those voids nethier one of us can fill. and ustin does this alot. He likes to... alter friends. If everythings not changing, hee feels trapt. I don't know, thats my perspective.
Leyna.
4. i don't know how we got to this point, or where were going from here, but i garentee you, after High School, we won't speak a single word to ech other. You've changed, and I hate it. Rather, I don't think it's a change/ You've always been you. And I'm not saying I regret our "once upon a time's", I just wish you would of comprimised some of your ugly traits to save our friendship instead of loosing all of your friends, complaing you have no friends, dump on my friends, and sit there, wondering why everyone hates you, but not doing anyhting better to change yourself, to make you a better person. Instead you stubbornly sit there and rant on about how people should accept you for who you are. Sorry hunny, but thats not how life works. You need to wake up one day with some serious mature bones in yuor body before anyone takes your friendship seriously. Until then, welcome to Friendshiplessville. You htink I've change and that I'm the sour cunt now. But your only upset because I'm reflecting the attitude towards me right back at you, and you can't stand it. You hate not being the only bully, and frankly were all tired. You can't do this forever,and I'm tired of waiting for you to realize yur mistakes.
Sally.
5. I wish we could hang out more. I really do. It's like, your an amazing person. But every time we have our little span of not communicatiing it feels like, your so close to making it. you've got all these big goals and plans, and I'm here, stuck in Largo. Sixteen. I feel like sometimes, I'm not worth your time. Like I'm too immature. I don't know. Middle School was so much better. We were all the same age then. We were all on the same page. And it's like. We not anymore.You've always beena better person than I was. Since Seventh grade. You've tought me alot about the music scene, and i still want to learn a whole lot more from you.
Dylan.
6. I liked you. Alot actually. And even if were not talking, I still like you. And I don't think thats ever going to change. i just wish you'd open up to me. Everything is so secretive with you, and it kills me to think in the next year, were not not going to be friends, because thats how I'm picturing 2009. I'm doubting our friendship. And I don't want to, but I believe that were going to be in the same place leyna and I are now come 365 days in the futuer. Yeah... maybe not Leyna and I, but in a similar very distant place. Youused to be my confidant, but you never truly opened up to me. And I have a feeling your not. You say everyone leaves youin the end, and I've had no thoughts to ever, but yuorpushing me away andI don't know how to respond to that.
Maria.
7. Mannn, i wish we could hang out more. I hate school, and I hate the fact that I can never see anyone whos not in the same scool I'm in. We live close enough, why can't we? Blahh. in a year, I think were going to be closer than we are now. I am going to get a car come summer, and that wil chang alot of things, I'm hoping anyways. Your such a sweet person, and I hope wwe don't lose touch because your one amazing chicaaa. Your going to be an amaizing pediadtrician, and my kids are going to be your doctor.=). You have such great spirit, and I hope we become closer this yearr.
Nick.
8. I'm not to sure about you. You;ve always been a mystery to me. I still want to be friends with you in a year, and rumor is your comming back to Largo. So thats cool. Oh boy, I used to like you so fucking much, and that makes me so fucking mad. you went out with all of my friends. All of my best friends. I wanted to punch you in the ball sack like crazyy. Haha. I don't know if we'll be friends in a year, i guess we'll just have to wait and seee.
Dustin.
9. We've never met. And I don't know if thats a good thing or a bad thing. It seems like to me that we'd be too sarcastic for our owngood if we've actually met. Haha. I dont doubt our friendship come a year from now. And apparently your comming in the summer. Even though youve been saying that for the past three summers. sometimes I just wish you'd stop talking about chickens and jokes and actually have a decent conversation.
Brandee.
10. I'm glad we've become friends this year. Well, I'm glad we've become slightly friendlier to each other than we have been i the past.2009 seems better for us.=). I'm glad were sisters, and I hope we stay that way? Idkk, haha.
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